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So I was just in the shower, and Nate and I just saw the play Rock of Ages so I was kinda rocking out a little bit and singing “We’re Not Gonna Take It.”

I was all like
WE’RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT
NO WE AINT GONNA TAKE IT!
WE’RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT…ANYMOREEEE

Anyway after that I just decided to sing the chorus again because who knows any other part of that song really
and I sing “WE’RE NOT GONNA TAKE IT!” and at that moment Nate swings open the bathroom door and yells “NO! WE AIN’T GONNA TAKE IT!”

I jumped about 3 feet in the air in the shower because I had no idea he could hear me xD

And I was rubbing my eyes from the shampoo and Nate pulls back the curtain, and when I took my hands down I jumped again because I had no idea he had done that and then he laughs at me, kisses me, and runs back out.

You shower-sneaking bastard XD

So guys I leave for London tomorrow and I’ve been hangin with friends who are also going and I’ve been super excited until now-ish.

I’ve gotten a sudden wave of boyfriend/family/friends/homesickness and I know that when I get there I’ll love it and be so excited but right now all I can think about is that Nate is lying in bed with a headache and I could be taking care of him, but I’m not because I’m going to stupid dumb London, which is gonna be awesome, fun, exciting London, and I’m glad I’m going don’t get me wrong it’ll be so great!

I’m just…gonna miss everyone so much.

My kidneys hurt like a motherfucker and it feels like i’m peeing fire

My awesome lovely boyfriend is making me tea and taking care of me.

Goddammit. Why can’t he be a total jerk so it’s easier to leave?

<3

Nate gone.

Eating junk food and watching Star Trek.

Bein’ sad and stuff.

I really don’t know if I’ll ever get over this weird truncated depression I get whenever he leaves or I leave him. I mean, it’s been three years and I still can’t keep the water works held back whenever he gets into that big dumb car. Maybe I’ve conditioned myself to feel this way. It’s entirely possible. I’ve conditioned myself to want to watch TV shows while I eat specific foods.

All I can do is hope that we’ll get to live with each other eventually and then I won’t have to deal with this kind of thing as often.

Oh man guys

My boyfriend doesn’t have school next Monday

And he’s coming to visit next weekend

And this means he can stay an extra day!! :D