im not gonna get a job and im gonna have to leave kentucky and move back in with my parents and im just gonna be a deatbeat freeloader for my whole life and i’ll never get to do what i love and UGH I HATE THE REAL WORLD AND ITS COMING SO FAST CAN I JUST GO BACK AND DO COLLEGE AGAIN
Oh goodness gracious. Here we go. Okay so quick note: There are a lot of numbers missing? So In the event that the one that ends in that number isn’t there I just pick the closest ones, ok?
Also - there is a shit ton of stuff here, So to be kind to people who hate long posts I’ll put it under a readmore, but you should check it out. I say a shitton.
4. Last song you listened to? - Fluorescent Adolescent by the Arctic Monkeys
5. Last time you cried - So I used to cry a lot. Like every other week or so. Even more often maybe idk. Since I broke up with my ex I cry I lot less. I don’t think I’ve really cried in a long ass time. I don’t even actually remember. I honestly just think it’s because getting away from that relationship made me feel way more sure about myself.
7. Have you ever been cheated on? - Nope
(There’s no 14)
13. How many people have you had sex with this year? - Two
15. This year have you made a new friend? Yes!
17. This year have you laughed until you cried? - Yep xD
(There’s no 24)
20. This year have you found out someone was talking about you? - Yeah
(There’s no 25)
26. What did you do for your last birthday? - It kind of lasted over 2 weekends, because the weekend of my birthday I was away at a conference. I wentout to dinner with my parents and friends who were there. When I got back the next weekend I partied with my friends.
27. What time did you wake up today? - Like 8:15
34. Who’s getting on your nerves right now? - No one at all really.
35. Most visited webpage? - Probably Tumblr, Facebook, or YouTube
37. Nicknames? - Halliebadger, Hallie Bro, Hallie Bee
44. Eye color - Blue
(There is no 45)
46. Height - 5’2” …Yeah I know shut up.
47. Do you have a crush on someone? - Idk man that’s like so middle school. People are cool. Boys are cool. I got a lot of really close guy friends.
54. First best friend? - The first i can remember is Porter. She lived next door to me when I lived in Greensboro. We still keep in touch when we can. She’s two years younger than me. I was 4 and she was 2.
55. First hook up? - Like non-boyfriend casual hookup? Ooh. That’s classified. ;)
(There’s no 57 and 58 is the same as 54?? I really should have screened this before I reblogged it)
59. What’re you eating right now? - Cheerios!
64. Want kids? - YES. Like 2. Or 3 or 4. IDK I LOVE KIDS.
65. Wanna get married? - Yeah probably.
67. Lips or eyes? - LIPS. or eyes. Oh man both are great. Unf. Lips. Yeah. For sure lips.
74. Hook up or relationship? - Why put a name on shit?
76. Have you ever kissed a stranger? - Sadly no
77. Ever drank hard liquor? - No totally not. I dont have a massive bottle of Gentleman Jack whiskey under my bed right now that’s missing a third of the contents. Or a flask. Nope.
84. You ever cried when someone died? - ….Of course??
85. Have you ever fallen for a friend? - Yeah. First relationship started out as a friendship.
87. Do you believe in miracles? - Does this pre-assume that I believe in God? Like…I mean. I dunno man. I don’t believe in God but like sometimes crazy shit happens. And like you can call that a miracle. And theres no problem with that.
(94 is a religion question again so I’m going with 93)
93. How would you label yourself? - I mean like, we totally don’t need labels, man. Keep your labels for your soup cans, brah. Don’t listen to the man that says you need to label yourself. Totally.
95. Did you sing today? - Yes!
97. If you had to go back in time, how far would you go? I’d go back to sophomore year. I’d break up with my boyfriend way earlier. When I didn’t need him anymore and when he started needing me more than I needed him. I wouldn’t go to London abroad junior year probably so that I could spend more time with my absolute best friends. I’d live more. I’d get in trouble more. Fall in and out love as many times as I wanted.
PHEW THAT WAS A LOT. If anyone actually reads this whole thing they should message me so I can give them like…a prize. The prize of my admiration and maybe a funny gif.
do you ever get so disgusted with yourself, like you can not believe how stupid and thoughtless you are and it’s so frustrating because you keep telling yourself that you’ll do better next time but then next time rolls around and the same thing keeps happening and you end up in this pattern of mediocrity.